Svenka gets up at the outburst and gently, but firmly grabs her shoulders “You know my least favourite saying that the humans have brought with them? ‘Everything happens for a reason’ It’s a way to excuse the horrible things that happen to us as part of some master plan. The only gods I have heard of have been horrible world-consuming... things, and I have seen no pattern in their travesties. If you stole that girl’s life it seems you got the shit end of the stick. The reality of it all is that all we have is each other and either there is a ‘better place’ after all of this, or there is nothing. Either is irrelevant. You, and the other soldiers that fought, willingly or not, against the Underhill gave of yourselves, and in some ways those of you who are still here have to keep on paying for it. I cant make any of the past go away, no one can. You need to decide when and how you can let them go.” Svenka grips her in a big hug, concealing the tears welling up in her own eyes